Thursday, January 26, 2012

THANK YOU... for everything


Another long monotonous week approaches its end. It’s Friday evening, he packs his black bag as he intends to leave the office for home. His excitement can be easily guessed by the way he is wishing “happy weekend” to his colleagues. But deep within, something is missing besides all this superficial delight. Perhaps, it’s the life… or the lifestyle to be precise which leaves him dissatisfied that it is yet not worth enjoying. Swinging between these feelings of joy and despair, he boards the red colored city bus.

Traffic… another synonym for Mumbai city but today it’s worse than ever, the bus engine was shut long back with least hope… even to crawl. He has been sitting in the bus and trying every little thing to entertain himself. The green leather seat of the bus tries to burn his thighs, making him helpless but nowhere to go than suffer. So, he peeps out of the window to get a little diversion from all this.

Suddenly, an old man beside the road draws his attention. The old man is spreading newspaper on the pavement like a child removing even the last fold to achieve perfection. He finds that the old man is not alone; there are few more people… in fact one is a family, a couple with an infant. They all are sitting on their newspapers covered with some cloth over it making it clear what the old man is trying to do. Those are the few unblessed getting armed to fight another tough night ahead with no place to shelter in this huge city but road-side. Sitting in the bus, he forgets all his little qualms and is moved by a mere thought of how it would feel to be on the other side of the scene. Before, he could develop any further sympathy the bus shivers and starts moving. But that image… still persists in his retina.

Although the bus begins moving but a part of him stays with the people he just saw. Soon, his attention is breached again by a sharp cry of a child sitting two seats ahead of him. And he feels annoyed as if that kid has snatched & broken something precious from his hands.  Before any curse could pour from his heart, he notices some strange in kid’s actions. The boy doesn’t seem normal; he looks mentally ill raging for something with his mother trying to control and console him. The scene is so moving that even the hardest rock would melt to wish a pretty smile on that kid’s face.

And here he is, trying to digest the shock he just got and now another one. Today while leaving the office, he was mourning about the things he doesn’t have, but what he finds… he has immensely too much which he never ever realized. It seems this evening was a trap of ‘the Almighty’, a wake-up bell to show him what he had been gifted. And he took all that for granted and lusted for more with a least sense of gratitude.

The bus stops and he gets down… but he feels like thanking everyone for what this little journey has given him. He looks up and says...
 “Thank you… for everything…”  
  

       

Monday, December 26, 2011

Metaphorical

Prologue: Oh God… I literally puked in my first blog… yes that’s what it’s called when things come out of the mouth uncontrolled... be it food or as in this case… words. Oops… just did it again… Ok <in serious tone>… No more. The last blog kind of digressed from the theme…‘the standstill’ which I later realized what exactly it was… So…
He is at the final stage of the fight with his sleep. Eye lids tightening trying to push the light out, but he feels helpless to control the rising brightness. A distant sound of clap diligently knocking in the ears… it’s my Mom trying to wake me up for school. No… wait it’s not Mom… it’s… it’s… is it water?
Yes, it is water. The sleep breaks, he gains consciousness with the first morning yawn. It was the sound of sea water striking his white boat. He is a sailor. The buttons of his blue shirt are not matched with buttonholes, making one side overtaking the other. And the Pantaloons merely hanging on his chubby waist showing his ugly cleavage. As if he doesn’t care and why should he, there is no human to shame from… all he can see is the Endless-Dead-Sea all around.  The sails had surrendered long back over the mildness of the breeze. The only motion the boat doing is up and down, not even a slightest current to drift him ahead or back at the least.
He can feel his stomach growling, but he no longer does break-fasts ever since he began sailing. Or maybe he has grown accustomed to it. He knows there is no food on the boat. He moves towards a cracked icebox with a hope to find something. The box is half filled with water which was ice but melted hours or maybe days back. His hand takes a dive into the water in the icebox to get hold on something. He dubiously pulls out a brown bottle of beer whether to forget his lonesomeness or to merely fill his stomach.   
There is no fear in his eyes and neither are they looking delighted. He raises his beer bottle (in his mind) and says cheers to the many and the only friends around him… the birds, the fishes and some crabs on his boat. The ‘one time friends’ that one makes while travelling; who, perhaps would never be seen again at least in one lifetime. And he takes the first sip.
He is up to something as he shifts the bottle to his left hand. He moves swiftly with the right hand trying to lift his fishing rod and eyes slowly inspecting the hook. It has something attached which lures the fishes. He walks towards an opened side-wall of his boat and sits, keeping the bottle beside him on the floor as his partner. Legs hanging over the sea water, he swings his rod back and forth to project the hook at an optimum range. And now he takes a larger sip and sighs with a temporary relief.
But what now… now… now he waits & ponders… will he catch a fish today, will there be wind to sail him at least 100 yards, will he see any sign of land… and he ponders and ponders again… this moment… the very same moment is what exactly is…. ‘the standstill…’
PS: Do play with the fishes… the new gadget I added.